Do you know what is the most difficult part in life? You take a decision that involves a tremendous risk, one that you had taken and regretted before, which takes time to deliver results, you are going more deeper to a point of no return and you have only optimism that things will work for your aid. That time between the decision making and getting a result of it, good or bad, is the most difficult time... a time through which I am going through now. But I really have a gut feeling that the future is going to be bright, even when present is risky and tensed.